On my Way...to Meet the Macaw!

On my Way...to Meet the Macaw!
My pastel moods
"Some murmur, when their sky is clear

And wholly bright to view

If one small speck of dark appear

In their great heaven of blue:....."

-Trench

...Women are fastidious, and now you know a bit about me.


THE ONLY LONELY

THE ONLY LONELY
"Deserted at his utmost need,
By those his former bounty fed;
On the bare earth exposed he lies,
With not a friend to close his eyes."

- Dryden.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

The Lullaby tunes out.

THE DREAM is over. It was snapped. No, it wasn't a nightmare, I am assured. Could be an illusion or a denotation of the same but 'nice'. Inexplicably Nice. Ephemeral nuances is the Lord of all moods. You aspire for them, take justifiably good care of them because; they are around to tune in to your aimless tick-tack-toe for sometime and after those rare 'kind of happy' moments you are the same somebody. Enrique's somebody. Yes that somebody's me. However mighty I might be, when it aches, I cry.
I am loud.
Oh! the bitter tears......cut deep into my soul, wawling- a jerk in the funny bone- the rising mist- ah! there am I up on the podium:
addicted to a few kicked off pebbles, addicted to the thatched black and white frame, addicted to my old drooping shoulders.
Not by choice.
I like nightmares too though a bit less than dreams or daydreams. It is the rebounding rate of transitory factors and no impetuous dark belief.
Storytelling seems so useless now and snapping dreams is culpable.
Well, I am awake. Slumbering.

3 comments:

  1. jago somohini pyare!

    haha,. arey bhai,. to all those who take pleasure in writing,.. zindagi tumlogoko itni buri kyun dikhti hai??
    har tym,...sad...gloom...sad...gloom!
    write sumthing inspirational yaar!
    ..nd m sure u'lll...
    till then,. my name is DDC, nd i'm not a terrorist!(inspirational :P xD ;D hahaha!)

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  2. @DDC zindagi sammohineeko buri nahi lagti. she says she likes nightmares too, but she likes dreams n daydreams more. its just that wen hurt, she too feels the pain, and more so bcoz shez a sensitive soul. as orhan pamuk says, a poet can never b happy as the unhappiness inside him gives the mind travails of birth of poetry.

    @sammohinee u r ur usual glamorous self. I salute ur talent and ur admirable vocabulary.

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  3. it cn b the bst of an accolade wen a poet is understood well, evn if nt completely......i must say purnata u completely understood me...........n DDC.....i m nt bein rude.......nor do i oppose wat u opine.......bt i hvn't cum across a single self- help or inspirational bk dat has been of ne use in tyms of need..........it is always the ones badged under some other category who hv rescued me from thick tyms.........nvr mind dats d case wid me...........@ purnata thank you!!!!!!!!!

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